Hey you I believe you're not feeling too good today and that must suck. There may be many reasons why, and you don't have to sort them out right away. I'm sure there are lots of places you can go to for advice and some of that will be good and maybe not so good.
That can be too overwhelming to deal with so just know this. You are loved. I care about you and I don't kneed to know you to say that. The only advice I would give is to talk to someone about how you are feeling.
It can be hard to start that conversation, but it really can help. There are people that will listen without judgement in the find help section. I'm a firm believer that the more love you give the more you get back. So you have mine, freely given. I care about you, and I'll bet I'm not the only one. Someone that cares x