Hey,
I just wanted to say it's ok to find things tough and feel like anything you do doesn't matter. Can I be totally and completely honest with you? You do matter. You are amazing.
Your strength, your perseverance and your courage is everything. You don't know this yet, but each new day there is someone that will look at you and admire you for the person you are. They will look at you with love, kindness and compassion, thinking “I'd like to be them and achieve what they achieve”.
Honestly! You make a difference to the world and being in it, is inspiring so many people you are unaware of. Keep going. You are doing amazing. Thank you for everything you do M x