Hey you,
I’ve been where you are right now. I see you, believe me. This feeling of hopelesness is real and I know it. But, I can assure you it can go away.
Things will get better, trust me. Go take a long shower, play a song you like, feel the water and imagine it blessing your whole body and soul! You are loved. Your presence in this world, as hard as it is, is so much needed. This too shall pass.
Love you,
Lu