Hi there,
I wrote this for you and I hope it supports you to stay. I once felt like there was nothing left for me, and I’d had enough. I was 24 years old.
I’m now a 58 year old woman, and looking back to that poor desperate 20 something young girl, I feel such compassion and gratitude. All of her struggles and the inner war she faced, were not her fault. I contemplate what precious abundant life I would have missed out on, had I believed what my brain was telling me all those years ago.
As painful and real as it all seemed at the time. I’m so glad I’m able to speak to you now, wherever you are. Please speak to someone. Ask for help.
Hold on. Please know that one day you too can look back and make sense of it all. It’s impossible to beleive that right now. But one day in the not too distant future, you will wake up, make a fresh cup of coffee and look out at a new day and a very different version of your life.
And as you sip your coffee, you will be so very glad that you stayed. As I’m glad that I did.
Sending so much love to you…I hope you feel it.
Donna xxx