Hello friend, There are better days coming. You don't have to believe it, but the truth is, they will come. They will come and things will get better. There are days coming which you haven't even dreamed of, days which make you grateful that you decided to stay and find out.
I used to search for a reason to stay too, I dragged myself through the hardest days when I felt I couldn't. When I look back, that was the right choice. I have now lived long enough to find out what my purpose was, I now have my reason to stay. This will be you too, and you will feel happiness again. Love, Someone who chose to stay x