Hello wonderful human,
Although I know you might not feel like that now. I’m a 36 year old. Oh wait 37 year old now. Man from Australia.
I’m not sure where you are in the world but here’s a message from down under. Back when I was younger I felt like I was never enough and was around people who didn’t tell me nice things and that didn’t help. I had very dark days at times and sometimes just wanted it all to end, the bullying, the feeling of being an outsider and the feeling of not belonging.
You know what though. I’m so glad I stayed. Everything got better. It took effort but by leaving early I would have let so many amazing adventures go and also by my living not only did I travel the world, fall in But also I met many people who I know for a fact were better off as a result having met me and if I’d left early I’d have missed out on so much awesomeness and I Love You, Human to Human, Soul to Soul, I want you to know this beyond all else.
Whatever you believe in, I believe in Love and I’m sending it you right now, a forever. I. Love. You.
I’ve been where you are. Love from the human who just opened about one of the darkest moments of his life, sharing that it does indeed get better and the bullying does indeed end. And you really DO find your people. Who you love hanging out with and you find love you never knew existed before.
It’s worth staying. We just need to get through this stage. And talk to someone maybe too. I remember my doctor at the time gave me some help for a short while to help get those loud thoughts to quiet a little during the hardest times.
Matt